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help me!!!!

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 7, 2008, 4:47 PM
How do you categorize scratchboard???


I have no idea!!!


:P

  • Mood: Stumped
  • Listening to: Brokencyde
  • Reading: Tips on having a Gay (ex) boyfriend
  • Playing: with legos
  • Eating: Definately NOT pizza. :P
  • Drinking: Mocha

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Tue May 27, 2008, 5:43 PM
I needed a new journal so i stole this from someone random and did it.

1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME (first pet, current car): George Beetle

2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME (fave ice cream flavor, favorite type of shoe): Cookie Dough Converse

3. YOUR NATIVE AMERICAN NAME (favorite color, favorite animal): Green Turtle

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, city where you were born): Rose Auburn

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 of your first name): Leo Ka

6. SUPERHERO NAME (2nd favorite color, favorite drink): Red Monster

7. NASCAR NAME (the first names of your grandfathers): Gary Paul

8. STRIPPER NAME (the name of your favorite perfume/cologne/scent, favorite candy): Lovespell Resees

10. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME (your 5th grade teacher’s last name, a major city that starts with the same letter): I didn't have a 5th grade teacher.. lol

11. SPY NAME: (your favorite season/holiday, flower): Summer Hibiscus

12. CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of clothing you’re wearing right now): Kiwi Panties (lol)

13. HIPPIE NAME: (What you ate for breakfast, your favorite tree): Pineapple Palm

That's awesome xD I tag everyone who wants to do it!

  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: Get it up - MSI
  • Reading: The Kite Runner
  • Watching: pron.
  • Playing: Amped 2
  • Eating: Baby Ruth
  • Drinking: Vault

Deathnote thingy!!!

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 16, 2008, 9:09 PM
Stolen from :cookiemonstr:

Light
[ ] You have a big aim in life. [I have no plans or goals]
[x] You hate to lose. [ohhh yeah]
[x] You feel your eyes change color with your behavior. [I think so...]
[x] You are obsessed. [he he]
[x] You intelligence is superior in comparison with another person's. [Lots of people... Yoshi especially]
[x] You don't mind hurting others as long as it helps you get to your aims. [I'm soo selfish!!!
[ ] You have talent to seduce the opposite gender. [Not seduce, scare...]

L
[x] You love candy. [OMFG yesh!!!]
[x] You don't care about how you look. [not really...]
[ ] You walk/sit curved. [???]
[x] You are a genius. [Yesh!!!]
[ ] You have dark circles around your eyes. [no... i sleep too much...]
[ ] You are very thin no matter what you eat. [I phail]
[ ] You don't have friends and you're a total failure at love.

Misa
[x] You love someone blindly. [^_^]
[x] You would do anything for that someone. [defiantely]
[ ] You dress in a very peculiar way. [i dress like me.. Is that weird?]
[ ] You can't tell when people are joking around you. [I can't tell when people AREN'T joking. I laugh at everything...]
[ ] You can't handle alcohol very well.
[ ] You are very jealous.
[x] You can make people do what they don't want to do. [I'm very very manipulative...]

Mello
[x] You love chocolate. [ZOMGF!!!!! Back off! Tis mine!!!]
[ ] You were confused at least for once with being the opposite gender. [no...]
[ ] You alway dress dark and tight clothes. [no...]
[ ] You are always second. [no, I'm a winner!!!]
[x] You have a burn/scar on your face. [from chicken pox...]
[x] You are very intelligent, but sometimes you make mistakes. [all the time... I'm a total klutz]
[ ] Near creeps you out a little bit. [not really...]

Matt
[x] You are always playing video games. [do i ever stop?]
[ ] You smoke. [eww no.]
[ ] You wear streaky shirts. [streaky?]
[x] You would do anything for your friends. [i loves them alot...]
[ ] You use glasses that look like goggles. [no...]
[x] You are always relaxed. [my additude towards life? I don't give a fuck]
[x] You are very affectionate to your best friend. [love ya to death]

Near
[x] You are patient to the limit. [i'll wait a very long time...]
[x] You always win. [^_^]
[ ] You have Peter Pan syndrome.
[x] You love to wear pajamas. [ZOMFG like all the time!]
[x] You are very intelligent. [didn't i answer this before?]
[x] You have a lot of ability using your hands. [sure...]
[ ] Your hair is a weird color.

Mikami
[x] You believe in a god.
[ ] You search for justice in eveywhere.
[ ] You use glasses. [contacts.. but i have glasses...]
[ ] You are/want to be a lawyer.
[x] You don't care about following orders as long as they're for justice's sake.
[x] You support Kira unconditionally.
[ ] All your life is perfectly planned. [I don't plan anything...]

Ryuk
[x] You love apples.
[x] You are bored. [like all the time!!]
[x] You think that humans are...INTERESTING. [lolz]
[ ] You laugh in a weird way.
[x] You don't let feelings lead you. [try not to]
[x] When there's an arguement you never take sides. [try not to.. I usually just leave until they're done...]
[x] You are a little bit crazy and weird. [a LITTLE bit?]

Matsuda
[x] Some people think you are an idiot. [lol yeah.]
[ ] You always see someone's good side.
[ ] You know someone who is an example for you. [i don't try to be like anybody.]
[x] You don't believe Kira is evil nor good.
[ ] You talk about a love life that you don't have.
[x] You do stupid things that are sometimes good to the ones around you.
[ ] You are pretty, but old.

Light
Yes:5
No:2

L
Yes:3
No:4

Misa
Yes:3
No:4

Mello
Yes:3
No:4

Matt
Yes:4
No:3

Near
Yes:5
No:2

Mikami
Yes:3
No:4

Ryuk
Yes:6
No:1

Matsuda
Yes:3
No:4

I shall now list the character I am most like, according to this quiz (From most like me to least like me):
(1.) Ryuk
(2.) Light/ Near
(3.)Matt
(4.)L/ Misa/ Mello/ Mikami/ Matsuda

  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Seether - FMLYHM
  • Reading: A book
  • Watching: Deathnote...
  • Playing: Midnight Club 3
  • Eating: food
  • Drinking: coffeeeeeee!!!!!

100 things...

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 20, 2008, 11:33 PM
1) Full Name: Katelyn R. Leonard

2) Male/Female: Female

3) Were you named after anyone?: My name is a more modern version of my great grandma Cathrine's

4) Does your name mean anything?: I dunno

5) Nick Name(s): Keterin, Sissy, Kat

6) What do you think you look like... name wise: ...

7) Date Of Birth: 1/28

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Auburn/ Foresthill

9) Nationality: US

10) Astrology Sign: Aquarius

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: Monkey

12) Religion: Christian

13) Whats your favorite smell?: Coffee

14) Political Position?: I hate politics...

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: Coffee

16) Hair + Eye colour: light brown + blue

17) Do you look like anyone famous?: Some people have told me so, but i don't remember who...

18) What do you look like?: A person...

19) Any unusual talents?: No...

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Mostly righty, but i can do some things with my left...

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Straight...

22) What do you do for a living?: No permanent job, but I lifeguard at the pool and referee soccer.

23) What do you do for fun?: Drawing, taking pictures, surfing the internet...

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: Paper & pencil

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: Super awesome computer stuff.

26) Have you met your grandparents?: yup.

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: Not currently, and I'm okay with it.

28) Crush: You know...

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: I don't like celebrities, they're all whores.

30) Current worries?: Stupid speech in English tommorow

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): Most of my online friends are my IRL friends too.

32) Favorite place to be?: Hawaii

33) Least favorite place to be?: Anywhere near my grandparents on my dad's side.

34) Do you burn or tan?: Taaaan!!! ^_^

35) Ever break a bone?: nope. don't plan to. XD

36) What is your favorite cereal?: IDK... Apple Jacks...

37) Person you cry with: My little green guy...

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: 1

39) Any brothers: 1

40) Any pets: 1 cat, 2 dogs

41) An Illness: I've been sort of sick for weeks...

42) A Pager: Do they still make those???

43) A Personal phone line: No...

44) A Cell phone: No, but I get one when I get my license, so like a month...

45) A visible birthmark: Yeah. I hate it.

46) A Pool or hot tub: I used to have a hot tub before I moved, and I think getting another is on my dad's honey do list.

47) A Car: '74 Turquoise VW bug!!! I looooove it!!!

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Shy untill you get to know me, then I'm crazy and will talk your ear off; I'm a lot more outgoing than i used to be; and I'm- no... you don't wanna know.

49) Driving: Yes, I get my license in a month!!!

50) Your clothing style: Whatever is comfy, with out looking like a total slob.

51) Room: Big, roomy, green, empty, i have a huge walk in closet...

52) What’s missing: With what?

53) School: Small, but I'm okay with that.

54) Bed: Hurts my back... But my sheets are really cute!! ^_^

55) Relationship with your parent(s): pretty good...

56) Do You believe in yourself: Not as much as I wish I did.

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yeah.

58) Consider yourself a good listener: If you get my attention BEFORE you try to tell me something...

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?: hehe...

60) Get Along with your parents: Yup.

61) Save your e-mail conversations: Sometimes...

62) Pray: Not as much as I should or want to.

63) Believe in reincarnation: No.

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?: Yeah.

65) Like to talk on the phone: Yup.

66) Like to eat?: Somewhat... But not as much as I used to, and it paid off.

67) Like to exercise?: I like to walk and play DDR, but I don't think of it as exercise.

68) Like to watch sports?: Not on TV, but I like going to games.

69) Sing in the car?: No. Don't want to torture anybody.

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?: >_< You soooo don't want to know.

71) Dream in color: Yes. Unless I'm completely emotionally dead.

72) Do you have nightmares?: I haven't had one since I was like 6 or 7.

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: My BFF the green guy

74) Right next to you: Lots of computer stuff.

75) On your favorite coffee cup?: A really cute monster face!!! ^_^

76) On your mouse pad: Don't have one.

77) Your favorite flavor of gum?: Spearmint

78) Your brand of deodorant?: Secret...

79) Your dream honeymoon spot: Anywhere tropical, but I'd like to go to the Bahamas or Costa Rica.

80) Your dream husband/wife: ^_^

81) Hiding in your closet?: All of my clothes, all over the floor, and It's pissing me off. And Lots of other stuff.

82) Under your bed: I don't think there's anything... Wait.. Maybe my slippers

83) The name of one of your closest/best friends?: Danielle

84) Your bad time of the day: Morning...

85) Your worst fear(s): Being alone!!!

86) What's the weather like: It's dark out, I can't really tell, but it's cold.

87) Your favorite time of year?: Summer

88) Your favorite holiday?: Christmas!!!

89) A material weakness?: Shiny!!!! XD

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: Piss. (It's Monster mixed with vanilla ice cream. yummy!!!)

91) At the top of your "to-do list"?: Homework!!!

92) The hardest thing about growing up: Too much responsibility.

93) A pet peeve?: Those people who have headphones in and feel the need to mouth the words and dance, but you have no clue what they're listening to... That drives me nuts!!!

94) Your scariest moment: Huh???

95) Your attitude about love?: Too much of a hassle right now.

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex?: I pretended to sleep walk to his house...

97) The worst feeling in the world: Heartbreak...

98) The best feeling in the world: Being loved, and knowing that you have the ability to make people happy or feel better.

99) Who sent this to you?: I stole it from someone... I don't remember who...

100) 6 people you tag: Whoever wants to do it.

  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Trapt
  • Reading: Airman
  • Watching: American Idol
  • Playing: Spider solitare
  • Eating: food
  • Drinking: coffeeeeeee!!!!!

Down with homophobia!!!

Journal Entry: Fri Jan 18, 2008, 4:19 PM
Now, I'd like to ask that you please take the time to read this. I did NOT write this.
(author unknown)

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.


~I copied this off of my friend's gaia profiles... It made me cry when i read it, i just have to post this here...

  • Mood: Compassion
  • Listening to: mindless self indulgence
  • Reading: really hot bleach yaoi fanfics
  • Watching: lilo and stitch
  • Playing: freecell
  • Eating: food
  • Drinking: coffeeeeeee!!!!!